today

... Had lunch with Sidharth ...so funny, the type I'd never get along with I'd like so much :).We then proceeded to have coffee and walked around Forum.He likes expensive things, or so he seemed to imply[from making statements like I need a watch, I think I'll pick up Cartier or casually mentioning in the course of conversation the quality of massages at the Bangalore Club which were mediocre by the way and that the Taj sould be alright. How pompous. Everybpdy knows 5* hotels charge a hundred times more than anywhere else. He pointed out to me that I over analyse things.I'll conceed that I do. A little bit. So, he dropped me home after coffee, cursing traffic all the way and me calling him a cranky puss [ because he is one]. He dropped me at Marlene's house where I forced him to give me a hug because I'll probably never see him again. Today was fun.. :)


..At marlene's house.... Satish made me cry, because he's rude and insulting. I know he doesn't mean to hurt and he feels bad later, so although I do like Satish, somewhat, I think I'm better off staying far, far away . If that's how it is.. then thats how it is.

...Hhome after the wedding, I noticed:
That it upsets my father to see a marriage break.
My mother can be hilarious and has a gutter brain. Go mamma ! * gutter brain smile*
People can be insensitive without even realising it.
Laughter is good for the soul :)

out of my head, on to the blog :) ignore it.. i just had to write it

hmm ... what would be the best way to describe this:
if you could possibly look down your nose at something, you would..
so when you do eventually fall off your pedestal, your ass is going to hurt real bad :)

... *sigh* if only you were a little more honest and a little less fartsy

...*smile* .. i don't pay much attention to group emails... and very rarely respond to them

talking to myself

.... ok, now i turned off dreamcatcher.. because it's dark and the lights are off and laura's sleeping in the other room... and ok so i got scared....
..but i don't believe that i'm going to be scared living on my own.. without a house full of people to run to if i really do get scared... *pout*... maybe i should just stay here and not carry on with my life

things to remember to do:
get over it *sigh*

oh god.. i just don't like the taste of alcohol.. screw the genetic pre-disposition...
.... that satement resulted from a sneaky attempt to down some of j-man's christmas present from kamal [raw mind you]..it's a miniature bottle of white rum.... terrible i tell you! terrible! yuk.. cough.... j-man you can have it all..
i think i'll stick to baileys and liquor chocolate *charming smile* ahem... :)

this would have made sense a long time ago.. but you know how it goes... better late than ? never *big smile*.. [i think it's rather funny now] sadly:( it's lacking in vehemence this time round.... but whatever....


F.O.D.

Something's on my mind
It's been for quite some time
This time I'm on to you
So where's the other face?
The face I heard before
Your head trip's boring me

Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've had this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say

Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut
A side of you well hid
When it's all said and done
it's real and it's been fun
But was it all REAL fun

Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've felt this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say

to say...

You're just... a fuck,
I can't explain it 'cause
I think you suck.
I'm take-
-in pride
in telling you to fuck off and die.

I've had this burning in my guts now
for so long
My belly's aching now to say
I'm taking pleasure in the doubts
I've passed to you
So listen up as you bite thisssss...

You're just... a fuck,
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck
.I'm take-
-in pride
in telling you to fuck off and die.

Goood niiiiiiiiight....

love

frying dosas at a quarter to twelve in the night because your daughter's hungry and your wife's asleep.... your daughter will remember..... and the dosas were great :)

some intriguing phrases i heard today :)

- coming right
- stop it
- it's been long since i saw her

.. wish i could have heard some more

i'm very very sad.

just one big stupid ouch

..heartbreak doesn't always have to be about a boy

..today is heartbreak day ......

....yet what you have is right now...
..and right now is exactly as it should be!
-marlene's book :)

things i must make it a point not to do when i have my own place:
-burn the house down
-get robbed
-spoil the milk

q] what do i want ?


a] to crawl under a rug and come out only when winter is over

got a new book today *big smile*[which i can ill afford ...but then everything i buy i can ill afford, so it really doesn't matter ,hehe seem to be spending my christmas gift money on me instead of everyone else :)].. now back to the book. it's called the bookseller of kabul [yes i know kabul is in afghanistan and there is no such pass :D] .. i have no idea who wrote it or what it's about... just the way i like it.[ will find out soon enough anyway] right now it's with m, the reason being he can pretty much have whatever he wants and he wanted to read it so.... lets finish the age of reason before i start something else
k

me

i don't have to compartmentalise and sort things out in my head..

just be ..

k

j-man got me a precious and a nail cutter type chain to carry it.. COOL! =D

i robbed this from sombody's blog =D-kan


as you race by me,
remember its easier,
to stab from the back.
-anushya