Sunday, December 30, 2012

Fabulous Yellow Roman Candles Exploding

If extraordinary is normal. Let's be normal.

A Long December

To Counting Crows and my friend.
I wish you all the luck in the world.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

How careful I am with others things. How careless with my own.

Category: Carelessness

Terrible Times

The following seem to have gone missing in the last month.

-My pretty diamond earrings
-My love interest
-My phone (which I love) and
-My secret talismans

I don't know if this is a combination of bad luck and carelessness or simply an encounter with thieves!
What a terrible time I've been having.

I like challenges. Challenge accepted.

Category: Having your work cut out for you

Friday, December 28, 2012

I must be tired of something.
There is no rest for the wicked.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Merry Christmas everybody.

The Grinch

Monday, December 24, 2012


This year, I bought most of my presents in advance, even wrapped them all up myself, even though my true self had initially gotten one of my darling sisters to agree to do it for me.
I listened to annoying Preethi Sagar type Christmas carols among others.
My dress is ready and to be picked up tomorrow.
I'm determined to reach mass on time and suffer through the entire process.

I am a changed person.

Category 1: I don't do well with church
Category 2: I hate shopping when it's over an hour
Category 3: Preethi Sagar is annoying as
Category 4: I hate wrapping presents
Category 5: I love giving presents
I don't understand.

She's beautiful. And fun. And pretty cool.
You would imagine that someone like her would have the stereotype.
The happily ever after as a matter of course.

And yet, on her wedding day, she wasn't sure. She was freaking out.
I'm sure.

She settled.
We had a long, lazy breakfast. The only decent kind of breakfast to have on a Sunday morning. An intellectual conversation included. We shopped for ginger wine and did a brilliant job with our painting project while discussing Maslow's hierarchy of needs theory and taking pot shots at each other for fun.
I haven't spent this much time with my family in a long time. 

Category: Loving it.

Today I felt like we achieved something.

Category: :)

Sunday, December 23, 2012


The year of the jackass.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Friday, December 21, 2012

What are you doing in the world??

- Megan Sitara
(Meaning to say: What in the world are you doing??)

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I didn't judge. I'm not going to.

Monday, December 17, 2012

I like social norms except when they interfere with what I feel like doing.

I love Mother Mary, Saint Joseph, Baby Jesus and Santa Clause.

- Megan Sitara

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Being someone else.

Category: The most tiring thing in the world

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


People lose their cool all the time.
I think I'm going to refuse to. Outright.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Racing Along

Two different people, an entrepreneur and an artist on separate occasions spoke about a woman that I don't know.

The first called her a dear friend. The second, someone who tried to intimidate him with her chest (a trick she probably picked up in B-school?).

 People have always interested me and now rodents do too.
The internet will haunt you till you die, won't it?

Category: If you let it
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same
It's a good day when you meet someone interesting, engaging.
Nothing's worth it if you're not having fun.

Monday, December 10, 2012

All around me I see them.

Category: Performing Monkeys

Sunday, December 09, 2012

I personally think children should take precedence over love interests.
I'm thinking right now about who would have come to the airport with me tonight so I wouldn't have to go on my own. I can count 5 people. 1 I don't talk to anymore, 2 don't live here, another would be in appropriate to take along and the last I've stopped spending time with, so, it would just be weird to ask.

Looks like I'll be going on my own.

Friday, December 07, 2012

It's so easy to forget. Out of sight is out of touch.

Saturday, December 01, 2012

My mom thinks there's a ghost living in the empty apartment upstairs. She hears someone running up and down every night.  I can hear someone running right now. It's 3:00 AM.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

She closed herself in and closed us out.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Lazy people can't stand people who aren't.

I think that this person is stepping down. Stepping out. And while this can only be considered a good thing, for me it is a sad thing.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

I drink tea out of a small plastic cup. Twice a day. Everyday. I seem to think that having tea twice a day would make a difference to the life of the man selling it. I wish I didn't. I wish it wouldn't.

I hate tea.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

That bull from Times Now is  bellowing. It's like he's sitting in my head. :/

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I will put up the Europe pictures.

Category: Resolute
I thought that this phase. All this attention. That it would go away in a little while. It hasn't.
I wonder why it wasn't there when I cared.

Life gives you things when it no longer matters 

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Now and again I wonder why I open these cans of worms. Boredom I think.

Maya turns 5

The saddest thing

I read once about a Russian girl. A 9 year old. She was selling her body and when the journalist asked her why, she said it was because she wanted to buy a barbie doll.

Category: The saddest thing in the world

Sunday, November 11, 2012

I always knew we were, we are, friends because I truly believe you're a good person.

But good people don't do bad things.

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

The new additions

The slacker, the intern and the gay guy.

Category: The office

Friday, November 02, 2012

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Friday, October 19, 2012

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

My Girls

J, K, L, M, N

Category: <3 p="p">

Sunday, October 14, 2012

There are some people who have a capacity to make you feel like something special.

Thank you for that and the pizza.

Thursday, October 11, 2012


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

The office B has been located. No doubt about that.


Tuesday, October 09, 2012

For a little while I'm myself.
I'm not working all the time. I'm not wondering why.

Saturday, October 06, 2012

For every person that tries to push you down, there are at least three that will try to pull you up.
The odds are in our favour. 

Friday, October 05, 2012

How could I?
How could I assault them with the way I think?
The world spins madly on.

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

I always say that I'd rather be on my own than have friends that didn't meet the bar.
And if you make even one friend in the course of 3 or 7 years, you're lucky.

Category: Pure luck

So, I've discovered a new super power and in the process hit a new low.
The super power is looking 5 years younger than I actually am and the sub super power off shoot that comes free with the super power is that I attract people who are also 5-7 years younger.
Whoop! :/

Category: Where have the old people gone?

Not Normal

My Mother calls Akshay Kumar 'Akki' for short.

Category: Funniest thing I've heard all day

Mind Control

Tuesday, October 02, 2012

Ads on Star TV

Girl tops board exam because she uses whisper pads.

Category: Funniest thing I've heard all day

Monday, October 01, 2012

I miss being real. So much.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

I can't decide whether I want to be inspired or entertained.


I have to write this down. It's the only nice dream I've ever had. My total collection consisting of 2 nightmares and a succession of dreams where I've dropped the ball and forgotten why, yes forgotten, with catastrophic repercussions (seriously wtf).

In this dream there's stone. A stone room. Arches that I can see out of and trees. All I can see is trees right outside the arches and sunlight. Muted but streaming. I'm in my bed. It's clearly my room. It's beautiful. I'm happy.

Category: In another life
I like people a lot. I dislike them just as much.

I met this person I used to know. And when I knew him he was mad and independent and adventurous.
I'd like to think that nothing's changed.

How to have fun while cleaning the car

1) Put the radio on loud
2) Slaves

This post is important mainly because of the people in it.

Friday, September 28, 2012

The higher the horse, the harder the fall.
work fast

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Save the straightforwardness for things that matter.

Counting Crows

I can't remember who I associate it with but the it's good. It's all good.

Category: Films about ghosts

Pony rides

I think I'll swap my horse for a pony for a little while.

Category: High
I've lived around deserts and I've lived in the city but I've never lived near an open field and yet, that place was familiar. Inexplicably so.

Category: In another life

Worn out faces, worn out places

Fans remind me of summer. Summer reminds me of open spaces. I miss open spaces.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Managing Expectations

She told us today to do what I've always told people to do.
Under commit. Over deliver.

Category: Great minds?

Tired. Tiring. Tiresome.

Category: Me

Tired. Tiring. Tiresome.

Category: People

Monday, September 24, 2012

"Is that from Zara??" "No, it's from Forever21." "I saw the same thing in Mango." "I love Promod clothes."

Category: Slow death

Sunday, September 23, 2012

It isn't difficult to seperate the wheat from the chaff. The couth from the uncouth.

Hail Mary full of grace
The Lord is in the pillowcase

Category: My Father teaching Little Megan her prayers


Thursday, September 20, 2012

The only beautiful thing about her was her smile.

And her mind.
I'm loving the stupid haircut.
I got annoyed with the fringe the hairdresser foisted on me. She told me my ugly forehead needed to be covered up.
I chopped it off the next morning. The fringe. By my self. That's right. I have the hair cutting skills of a monkey.

My forehead isn't ugly.

I have a lot of pictures waiting.
Just waiting.

The Best :)

Wednesday, September 19, 2012


As little as I like to acknowledge people who fall outside of the purview of my expectations, I need to trust that people as a rule are good and not just shells of empty, stupidity or self absorption.
Google's taking over the world.
And we don't mind.


Monday, September 17, 2012

That would be you then.

We spoke about being cultured today.
We agreed.
You either are or you aren't.


Nobody told me what you thought.
Nobody told me what to say.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

People like the type I met today make me appreciate the people I know more than ever.

Mood: Slightly disturbed
Thinly veiled. Thickly veiled.

Category: What I am. What I want to be

Friday, September 14, 2012

I don't trust people that wear leopard print anything.

Be more.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Yesterday was goodbye. On a good note.

Saturday, September 08, 2012

I hate church like anything.

Current state: Dying
Category1: Blogging in church
Category2: Shortcuts to Hell

Thursday, September 06, 2012

EVERY workplace has its stereotypes. Most especially an office filled with women.
As a part of my new recreational program, I've started the process of stereotyping.
To categorize them briefly, so far, we've got:
-The office boss, who's awesome
-Then there's the office creep. He's called Jeepers
-There's the office innocent and the office foul mouth
-The office hottie and the kind girl
-There's the calm girl and the drama queen
-The office boy (the only male apart from Jeepers) and the office assistant
-There's the office mute and the office ditz

I haven't figured out the office bitch, office know it all or office slut yet.

That being said, the colleagues overall are smart, funny and intelligent. Oh AND good looking.
This office seems to hire only good looking people! So, if you're good looking and looking for a job...

Category: The office

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

We'll make a plan. It will be ok.

How old do I look?

People will lie to you.
Don't lie to yourself.

Monday, September 03, 2012

Sunday, September 02, 2012

All the things we loved. All the things we ate as children.
She gets them the same things :)

Category: Ham, sausages, caramel custard, jelly, olives, mushrooms, cheese, ice cream

The end of an era

Bore. Boring. Bored.

Saturday, September 01, 2012

It takes very little sometimes to turn a man into a woman.

Category: Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

Friday, August 31, 2012


I love them. These little things. Stupid really. And still, there's one on my hand. Another in my wallet. One more in my bag. Just like that.

I told my friend Kat yesterday that asking a thinking person to stop believing in logic was like telling a religious person to stop believing in God. That it was just cruel to do something like that.

Category: :)
There were those that were
One that needed to latch onto someone to make him
A couple who bought into brands to be
And another who probably just needed a man to feel

Category: Incomplete

Tied up. Tied down.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Run. Read. Recover.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

If you lose your purpose, it's like you're broken.
- Hugo

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Life is beautiful

Jumping off the bridge-Zurich

Saturday, August 04, 2012

Not enough hours in the day. No.

Friday, August 03, 2012

I've made 4 different plans with 4 different people for tomorrow. I will only end up doing one of them.
Soon I will have no friends.

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

I always believed you were a good person.
But good people don't do bad things.

Monday, July 30, 2012

How would a close friend describe you?

Serious. Loyal. Petulant.
'What, do I look like I need a wingman?', she said sarcastically, indicating to herself with her hand when someone joked about her best friend being that.

Category: Bitch, please

Monday, July 23, 2012

I've been lucky in exactly two areas.
-Best friends

Category: <3

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Never one, always two, sometimes three.

Category 1: WTF
Category 2: Love

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Barely enough to hold on.

Monday, July 02, 2012

Hampi. Anytime.

Category: <3

Monday, June 25, 2012


Pictures will never replace being there

Location: Ooty

When everybody loves you
That's just about as funky as you can be.
-Mr. Jones, Counting Crows
I had decided the day before that I would judge people based on how they treated animals.
And then  there you were the next day, feeding that dog at the airport.
Who would have thought.

Category: <3
So many lovely people to look forward to.

About me: Lucky

Friday, June 15, 2012

Why can't we all be just a little stereotypical? Seriously.

Category: Breaking the stereotype becomes the stereotype
In the blink of an eye, you finally see the light.
-Amazing, Aerosmith
Spread thin.

He's cutting, rude and obnoxious.
But very funny.

Category 1: Akshay
Category 2: <3

Waiting for it to all go to hell.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

You can't force someone to feel a certain way.
Especially not yourself.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012


Category: <3
Tags: Lester, Jeff, Shrada, Surekha, Kiran
While we're shattered, our emotions in pieces all over the place,
There's a calm rationale running alongside, all around, holding it all together.

Wednesday, June 06, 2012

If a boy's paying attention to you, there's no chance that he wants to be friends, is there?

I don't laugh like that with just anybody but I suspect you do, with everybody.

Category: My potential friend
Position of fingers: Crossed
There's no place for me. Wherever you may be.

Tuesday, June 05, 2012

I have a baby girl.
(Message from May 24th)

Category: <3
I hate the idea of having to slum it through the holidays (ie. cut down on my shopping).
The only solution...
Make more money.
I don't know why people are so taken with misdirection.
It's stupid not clever.
Unless it's magic tricks. Then it's awesome.

Monday, June 04, 2012

Push over. Pull over

Category 1: :)
Category 2: Lester
An unending Sunday.

Mood: Happy

Sunday, June 03, 2012

I don't think half the people who asked what my name / twitter handle was would have, if they knew how old I was

Category: #KFBeerup

Thursday, May 31, 2012

When people say that they want to go climbing with me, I actually believe them.

About me: Dumb

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

By clubbing yourself with the lot, you separate yourself from it.

Category: Particle theory


Monday, May 28, 2012

I found out yesterday that  Satyamev Jayate [May truth prevail], is the national motto of our country.

Category1: Funniest thing I've heard all day
Category2: I love my India

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Today I swam 10 laps, actually make that 11 (I was tricked into doing 11), in the small Catholic Club swimming pool. I also cycled a stretch of 10kms after that. Imagine that, for someone who hates 1) Cold water 2) Exercise

I share this oh so exciting news with my sister who looks down her nose disdainfully at me and indicates that this really isn't a big deal. (She just ran 10kms in an hour this morning)

Looks like we're turning into a couple of enthu cutlets.

Category 1: My favourite kind of cutlet
Category 2: Getting stronger

I understand. I wish I didn't have to acknowledge that I did.
My sister was talking about words peculiar to Indians.
Here are my favourites. Peculiar to a 6km radius from the center of the Universe.
-Amma Potey
-Aunty Shanti
-Enthu cutlet
-Sidey/Super sidey
-Sad, very sad
-Cancel that
-What and all
-What for me?

Friday, May 25, 2012


It's my soul. It's valuable.
Let's sell it.
Born Again Believers scare the bejesus out of me.

Category: Eek
Cooke Town is the center of the universe.
In case anyone was wondering.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

My mind has learned to stay awake.
If only my body would follow suit and stop hurting.

Category: Wake up it'll be ok
My favourite kind of cutlet.

Category: Enthu cutlet.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

When I said I was light years ahead of you,
I meant it.

Maybe we aren't so far apart anymore.
I think existentialists and great philosophers have too much time on their hands.
They should get out and do some real work or watch a movie.

That being said, developing coordinate geometry does count as work and I also kind of think I have a crush on Descartes 
I find things beautiful.
And you'd imagine that everybody else would see it too.

Nobody does.

New Boy

I think this person has an alarming capacity to talk,
An alarming capacity to listen.
You know, you don't have to buy into everything you read
Or what people say.

That's what you have a mind for.
A rational, thinking, emotional mind.

I'm not even sure why I care enough to say this.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012


As it turns out, the key to getting more hours into your day
IS to sleep less.

Mood: Dancing on the ceiling

Monday, May 21, 2012

Not enough hours in the day.
Not enough days in the week.

Category: There is no rest for the wicked

One of those days when you want to escape into your head.
Realizing you can't escape from where you already are.

Category: Sitting all alone inside your head

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I'm grumpy, happy, angry and pleased, all at the same time. All for different reasons.
Category: Secret things in my mind, secret things in my bag
When everything's rushed and people speak like there's a motor attached to their mouth and flit over to the next thing before you've even completed your sentence.
I like to speak slowly. As if I have all the time in the world.

Category: As if

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I never want to be that woman.

Quand le moment vient, faut sauter la barrière sans hésiter.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

She said that the basis of their relationship was trust.
She spoke bravely saying that it was.

A kiss on the neck.
Not hers.
She'll never know.
I'd forgotten what it feels like to be jealous.
I see it control me.
There was nothing I could do about it but stand back and watch as it destroyed everything I meant to be.

Category: Bare

I'd like a sacrificial goat.


Box it up.
Keep everything in.
Close everyone out.


The month for burning bridges.
Three people bothered me last week.
Two I mentally cut off without a second thought.
The third, the albatross round my neck.

Category: Let's blast it all to hell


Sunday, May 13, 2012

I've been instructed not to lose needles on the bed.
I never listen.

Category: Really not looking forward to going to bed tonight

Saturday, May 12, 2012

To be able to wake up when your body does and not before.

Category: Happiness

Thursday, May 10, 2012


Some people, have their bridges built for them.
The others, they just have to build their own.

Category: Beavers

Prelude Allude Delude

Still a man hears only what he wants to hear and disregards the rest
- The Boxer, Simon and Garfunkel

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

Not enough hours in the day.
Megan (age 6, while getting caught impermissibly slathering bright pink nail polish on her hands): Can you see me?? I'm doing a new ninja technique.

Category: Megan
Vanity, my favourite sin.

I would like

This and this

Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Yann Tiersen - comptine d'un autre été: l'après-midi

I've also been informed that Alpha Males are a myth.
Like I'd take the word of some person over Wikipedia.

Category: Alpha, alpha minus and beta plus males rock. Alpha females are just irritating

Makes you laugh a little slower, makes you talk a little lower.

Monday, May 07, 2012

I get super irritated when people understand the exact OPPOSITE of what I'm saying.
I mean, how bad could my communication skills be?

Eg.Me: You see that dog on the left?
 Other person: Right??
I'm not saying they're dumb.
Ok, that's what I'm saying.
I never apologized.
How could I?
I wasn't wrong.

Did you know that you could be wrong
And swear you're right
My Arshad left town.
Bummer :/

Update: He came back.
 This is getting old.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Eventually, they stop bothering. As they should.

Maya (Age 4)

She looks at this big tear in her night dress and is a bit annoyed, thinking that Megan, her sister's, done it.
She then shrugs, resigns herself and says, "Let it be. Lot's of fresh air has to come in."

Category: Maya

It feels slightly wrong to be happy.

Friday, May 04, 2012

How difficult could this be?

-Make jewelry
-Watch movies

I feel like having my own house and some green tea with honey.
My Arshad is in town :)

Mood: Happy
Out of sight is out of touch.
All the way is far enough.

Thursday, May 03, 2012

You could be wrong and still be right.
So many things to savour.

Mood: Savoury
Hank Moody is a fictional character.
Just saying.

Monday, April 30, 2012

I love when things are implicit.
When humour and ideas are implied.
I can't bear it when people feel the need to discuss it and ruin it.

They're like low grade cement.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Thinkers and talkers are tedious.
That's all there is to it.

Fancy yourself a thinker??
:) :)

How to plan to take over the world

Pi: IDEALLY speaking
this works in a year or so
and someone buys it off from me
and I retire to Goa with my own shack
Me: lol
sounds good
Pi: :)
Me: I'll come visit
Pi: I'll have a hammock put out for you no need to pay stupid hotel guys
Me: I'll keep my sun hat ready
Pi: heha
ok chica, I'm going to crash now remember.
confidential for now!

Aren't all of us stuck with the choices we make?

Saturday, April 28, 2012

I wish I could manage it.
I wish I could be less affected by it.
Act more unaffected.

I try.

It always happens.
When you give these little people power, it goes to their heads.
Like strong drink.
-Lady Grantham, Dowager Duchess of Downton

I knew an awesome person once (I've known at least 8) and I lost him. It was sheer carelessness.
I hate losing.

I should just give up and get up.
Not the ideal start to my Saturday morning.

Friday, April 27, 2012

I cut my hair by myself because it was falling in my face.

It just occurred to me that in an unrelated move, Megan(my 6 year old god child) did the same thing a couple of weeks ago.

I really should stop asking myself why Megan does the things she does.

I'm reading.
And eating chocolates.

That's all I feel like doing.
That's all I'm doing.

Mood: Happy

I didn't go to Goa.
I bought a book instead.

Illusions aren't real.

Category 1: Blue pill, red pill
Category 2: It's only in your head

Thursday, April 26, 2012

When her friends (the Seven Dwarves) found out about it,
they telephoned Prince Charming.

If only it was that easy.

L'histoire de Blanche Neige

In that case, more for me :)

Category: Nutella
It's only in your head.
off beat, interesting, kind

The only people for me are the mad ones.

Black tongue.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife.

Having to deal with someone just like yourself.

Category: Karma
[Try to be a better person ]

Sunday, April 22, 2012

I wish I didn't have to budget.

Category: Work hard, work smart
If I had to describe anything, I'd say it was circular.
And layered.

Category: The world is just a great big onion


Like your abs, your mind needs to be strong.

Friday, April 20, 2012


Yesterday I felt unlucky.
Today I saw a 6 year old carrying a pot of water
And an old faced 14 year old pushing a pani puri cart.

I don't know the first thing about being unlucky.  

I'd have risked the isolation and boredom for the connect.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

60,000 Rupees

-A face painter working 20 days a month, 4 hours a day
-A photographer working 10 days a month, 8 hours a day
-A comedian working 1 day a month, 4 hours a day
-A singer working 3 days a month, 2 hours a day
-An MC working 4 days a month, 4 hours a day

Very ordinary people at very ordinary jobs.

The price?

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

I don't want to save the world.
Not from a thief government
Not from religious nuts
Not from consumerism
Not from anything.
I have no purpose.

I just long to be entertained.
I wish you weren't so afraid of failing.

Category: The truth is, we all are

Monday, April 16, 2012

There's this girl. She's quite beautiful. She seems a bit mental.
Or maybe she's just young and experimental.
She has a tattoo. On her hand.
Of her mother's signature, ending with her mother's favourite flower. A lily.

We do everything we can to hold on.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

These days are rare.

Category: 80 on a Sunday morning
Mood: Happy

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake

Friday, April 13, 2012

I caught myself smiling today. At the children playing.
They're so beautiful. All of them.
They belong to my sisters but they're also mine, aren't they?
A little bit.
I'm getting lovely and brown(er)

Category: Lovin' summer
All the conversations I have in my head these days happen with a Brit accent.

Category: Downton Abbey

Thursday, April 12, 2012

What do I do with all the emotion?
Box it up and put it away.
What else?

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

The truth is neither here nor there.
It's the look of the thing that matters.

-Dowager Countess of Grantham, Downton Abbey


Aren't we all?
It's strange how
You feel this slight movement, a slight tremor
And you know, somewhere, someone's world is falling apart.
Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet the Force.

-Jedi Code

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

I'm learning to be calm.

Category: Not there yet

Sunday, April 08, 2012

It's difficult to betray promises that were never made.

Category: Judas
It irritated me yesterday that two people that I'm not attracted to or attached to, in separate incidents, kept leaning in on my space. Very irritating.

There's no story here. No.

Friday, April 06, 2012

I'm not good with church. Thank god I'll be missing it. I won't however be missing hot cross buns, Easter lunch or Easter eggs.

Category : There's beauty in the breakdown

I hate when things are over.
The Tamil Good Friday mass singers sound like dying cats.

Thursday, April 05, 2012

My sister asked my other sister to harvest her crops on some game on Facebook otherwise her helper would eat them.

Guess who ultimately ended up harvesting crops on Facebook today.

Category: The things we do for family
Leveling the field.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

I'm learning the hard way, that it doesn't pay to be on time in events.
No one else is.

I just whistled at a bunch of boys.
(In my head)

Saturday, March 31, 2012



I woke up to the smell of rain today.
For a few minutes, everything was ok.

Friday, March 30, 2012

I miss meat like anything.

About : Hating lent

I'd like to wear something that fits like a sock.
Sadly, I don't own anything like that.

Heh :)

I often hate meeting new people. The filtration process is such a bore.

-I've have all your stories. Don't you miss writing?
=I do.

About: Writers and entertainers and people you can love
You’d think that a woman who’s been trampled on and scarred, would do anything in her power to never be trampled on again….

(Taken from a Yellow Rabbit)
Tagged: Idiots
The roads feel like sewers.
The traffic, like sewage.

Category : Sewage

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Poise and rationality

Why I like Gareth Hoover

He doesn't hold a grudge forever, the way I do.

Category : Gareth Hoover

There's this person who was talking to me about the masses, sheep mentality, corporations and the responsibility of the artists to try to make available to the masses the choice to be free. It was not everybody that would see, but only a few.
So I heard, 'chosen few', 'free choice'(which I translated into 'free will') and 'he who can see, let him see'. Sounded like Jesus to me.
I told him so (tongue in cheek of course).

He went ape shit on me.

Category: Jesus of suburbia
Heisenberg's uncertainty principle

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

"If you want my advice, Peter, you've made a mistake already. By asking me. By asking anyone. Never ask people. Not about your work. Don't you know what you want? How can you stand it, not to know?"

People flirt and smile a lot more in summer.

Category : Lovin' summer

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I'm only caring about what I care about at the moment. Not sure why.

Category : Want, feel, need, don't

My question is, if he took the blue pill, so what?

Category: The apathetic
Thinkers can be tiring, tiresome.

Category: I think, therefore I am
I could love someone just for their tongue in cheek sense of humour. I truly could.
I could forgive them their trespasses too.
6. be happy.
7. smile.

Monday, March 26, 2012

The Hunger Games.
Not bad.

Category : Movie review

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I launder money. Literally.

Fear is crippling.

Nauseating or sweet?
Defenses down

Saturday, March 24, 2012

I'm Sexy And I Know It

I love the song for the sheer audacity of it.

I <3 Shalu

I'm lovin' summer.

Friday, March 23, 2012

A rock, a hard place.
The devil, the deep blue sea
Losing you, hating myself.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

When we were breaking up, when I was breaking down,
I wanted you to deal with the outburst, to tell me that it was ok,
But you couldn't, because it wasn't.

Condemned to silence

How can I blame you?
I was there too.

The wheel breaks the butterfly.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Sherlock Holmes: [sarcastic] Oh, you meant "spectacularly ignorant" in a nice way! Look, it doesn't matter to me who's Prime Minister, or who's sleeping with who--
John Watson: [somewhat bitterly] Or that the earth goes around the sun.
Sherlock Holmes: Oh God, that again! It's not important!
John Watson: Not important? It's primary school stuff! How can you not know that?
Sherlock Holmes: Well, if I ever did, I've deleted it.
John Watson: "Deleted it"?
Sherlock Holmes: Listen: [gets up and points to his head] This is my harddrive, and it only makes sense to put things in there that are useful. Really useful. Ordinary people fill their heads with all kinds of rubbish, and that makes it hard to get at the stuff that matters! Do you see?
I want the world to shut up for a while. Just shut up. And sit down.

General Knowledge and Trivia

I don't see any point to it apart from
A)Parading yourself around as someone who knows it all
B)Winning free booze at Booze and Brains

Are you seeing someone?

-Are you seeing some one?
=I'm always seeing someone.
-So, are you really seeing someone?
=Sort of.

Category 1: Questions at work today
Category 2: Safe answers

Monday, March 19, 2012

Maria makes me laugh.
No, she doesn't. Not even a little.

Category: French class

Sunday, March 18, 2012

I love how the ordinary can be so extraordinary.
I love how the mundane can break your heart.


High Maintenance

I only yesterday realized how high maintenance I am. Yesterday, my boss asked me if I wanted to go to a concert, some Shanker, Ishan and another person.
The first thing I do is make a face and ask if it'll be nice, adding that if it's Carnatic I'm not coming. He says it's not. I then say, I'd like to go, but is it okay if I cancel at the last minute, in case I change my mind. He says, ok. Then I explain that the reason I never go for concerts is because they're always at Palace Grounds and the dust! and the crowd! I then want to know if it's a sit down concert. My boss is slightly flabbergasted by now, so I explain that the last concert I went to at Palace Grounds (the German Film Orchestra)was a sit down one. So, he says no, it's not like that but it shouldn't be too much of a crowd. Only about 1500 people.

1500 people :/

So, I'm going but I think I shouldn't be invited to concerts ever.