citrus

unreal. it's all rubbish and unreal.
people have to be real don't they? if i can't see you and if you aren't within a ten minute radius of me at least and the chances of you ever being in that sort of radius infinitesimal, then i'm the one at a loss, aren't i?
the usual, better to have had something than never to have had it at all.maybe.
and i miss most the nice feeling that i can hold on to until it goes away. and it always goes away.


'back to where i am
back to in between'