Sunday, June 19, 2005

for no apparent reason

M,I don't even know if you come here anymore, to know what i'm thinking and what's happening with me, but I wrote this for you a long time ago. I wasn't sure if I wanted you to read it then, but it's okey now.



[ this is for you. read it.i hope you never understand it's meaning or even realise that it's you i'm talking about. the ambiguity is there ..in place :)]

would you disregard all the things they say about you,
there's a pent up anger , that needs release..and you the unwitting target.
you never did anything. just lived your life the way you wanted to.
the anger was irrational and as far as i'm concerned. unwarrented.
could you see it the same way and disregard it. like the rest. or let it hurt you like it could.
for you i'd choose the former.
and as for the good things. you will not know what they are...but know this...they are there. and that is your comfort.
k

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

anger does not need release or need to be controlled it just needs to be dealt with.
the ambiguity colors it fine. leaving a lot to imagination and subtracting more.
you are right i have no clue what it is you are talking about and i want you to know i did not try and 'figure'.