I realised yesterday that I was taking my life too seriously.
So I stopped.

I did

I stopped holding my breath about a week and a half ago.

I waited for it to come, like a kick in the stomach.
It never did.

The only pair of earings I ever liked.
Two pairs. We were so excited.
Sema lost yours.
I left mine behind for you when I left.

He sneered slightly as he said that they would be content with their ordinary lives.
He would go on to become something more than ordinary.
They would continue to be content.

The Games

Some days I play them.
Most days I don't.

Chance my dance

Something new that cracks me up:

'Chance my dance'

:-)))

And; maybe not so surprisingly

That was it.

She

She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign to smash the silence
With the brick of self-control
Are you locked up in a world thats been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool w/ out a use?
Scream at me untill my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
She
She's figured out
All her doubts were really some one else's point of veiw
Waking up this time
To smash the silence
with the brick of self-control
Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool w/ out a use?
Scream at me untill my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

-Green Day

Happy Mother's Day

There's me:
Who is at peace with myself and my world[mostly]

And then there's my mother:
Who wrecks the peace
the world
and the self

And now I'm just upset.


Happy Mother's Day

Rotting Lillies

Mostly I've been told the same old story
Mostly I've been through the same old lonely

In my weakness, I am stronger
In my meekness, I am covered
And this Bible is my comfort
In this moment of hell, 2 am

Mostly I've been used, the doormat story
Mostly I've gone back, alone walking

Rotting lillies


-KS

She used to call us Putha when we were small.

The world is made up of princesses and slave donkeys.
And sometimes the princesses Are the slave donkeys.

My stories

If I can't tell it to you in three sentences

You probably don't want to hear it at all

Another secret

You know Cousin It?
That's what I look like when I get up in the morning.

My life:
Reduced to cooking and washing.
And I'm not even married yet.

My Sister and my want to be Brother [ie her husband]

L-That's an indication you let your hair grow back
R-That is NOT an indication to grow hair on oyur face

Just because someone's your boss, it doesn't mean you have to do everything they tell you.
Sometimes you just have to nod your head and pretend it'll happen.
Or ignore them outright, [which under normal circumstances might get you fired, just not if you're a lady and working in my office] depending on how stupid the request is.

I want to go out dancing.
And I will.
Soon.

I think I know

I think I know what she means when she says it's something she knows.