Falling
Falling
Felled

It occurs to me now and again to be careful about what I say.
Most of the world hasn't learned to pause to consider before taking on themselves someone elses point of view.
And then I'll think to myself how different I am, how special!
And then baldly say to everybody else. 'Please, I'm just like the next person.'
And I am.








Ha!
:-)

The good news:
The appetite's back!

The bad news:
So is the boss.

So we walked to the creek, she and I
Teaching each other dirty insults in our respective languages
And congratulating each other heartily when one or the other got the accent and intonation right.

Love letters scare me.

You

You're my bouncy ball.
My shiny star.
I love you.

Gah!

He indulges me

When I praise myself to high heavens
He agrees with me
Sometimes

The funniest thing he heard all day- [A conversation in a conversation]

Me [to Sunil]: Laura's trying to teach me to say no :)
-----
Me: Laura: Repeat after me
NO
No is a good word
Come on, say it
No is a good word
I must say No
Are you saying it?


Kiran: no..


Laura: Very good
Again
-----
Sunil: :))))
Me: Crack myself up don't I
Sunil: Funniest thing I've heard all day.

I tire.

Marriage- a conclusion

I was going to write about it.
I think a better thing to do instead would be to not bother about it at all and quietly enjoy my milk coffee instead, aye?


----
How the day flies :)
Off in a bit.

I realised that

I'm CLEARLY not prepared for motherhood.
This makes me sad.

I'm getting very annoyed with the world.
Yes. The WHOLE world.

Words inside my head.

[Entire conversation me to me]
Me1:Please, please, please, please, please
stop talking.
Me2:[he he me2 :)] Ok.



[silence]






Me1:Now wasn't that nice?
Me2:No.
Me1:*Whack *
Me2:Fine, YES you stupid, yes!

Unbalance

Boys. The ones I know.

They are so.
Indulgent.
:)
I've only ever known one Jackass [personally]
Only one.
Everyone else.
Everyone else was perfect.

Check this out, check me out! :))

I can't stand sunglasses normally. But THESE, they cracked me up. I insist on wearing them.

Quote Law:"I think they cracked you up a little too much".

The worst thing in the world

When you can't find something
And you're getting pissed off
And you're looking around for someone to blame?
And there just isn't anyone around [that's just bad]
Except yourself.
Now THAT's the worst.

He sent his father a [not improper] nude picture of himself [just to mess with his head]

His Father responded:
that it was nice, he should have shaved his legs, and not to do such things again, it does not reflect well on his mental state.

Home,a place

It isn't.
It never was.


[For Andrew Kelly]

I promised myself once that if anyone ever wanted to be friends with me
I would be
And I will.
As much as I can.

Leaving myself alone

Why do I have to be the way I can be.
It makes me want to cry sometimes.

Searching for the signs

That BIG UGLY GREEN stone, set in a silver ring setting.
I can't wear it on a chain round my neck anymore.
A CLEAR indication that I'm in the wrong job.





Searching for the signs.

Obituary

Mary [my colleague] was telling me yesterday about a training she had to do where they had to write their own obituaries. Insight on how the world views you and all that. So I came up with two alternatives for mine.

Option 1:
She couldn't have meant anything to a lot of people
But she meant the world
To us.
She saw light and beauty [what did you think I was going to stop there??] in everything and everyone, etc, etc
[Heap on the praises....]
.....[some more]
May her soul rest in peace.
Amen



Option 2:
She was as funky as she could be.





We'll go with the second, yeah?
:)

I came
very very
very very
very very close.
But I didn't.
Cry.

:))
Robbed it off

What is unsaid.
Imagine.
There is nothing to tell.
I have nothing to hide.

Imagine That!

I DO believe there's a light in my eye.
:)
[Er, maybe light reflecting off my eye.]

You can't ask her to wait for you.
And I, dirty rascal, can't ask you to wait for me.

We're so lovely.
So lovely and matter of fact.

I tell my mom I'm black.
Just to mess with her.
:)

'A girl can get me to do anything,I'd probably do it' he says in startled realisation, his face proceeding to take on a pissed off look.
'Of course you would,' I smile at him gently, 'if the girl's nice,'.

What's the point?

I think I'm SO funny sometimes.
:)

.












I'm right here.
Exactly where I always was.

He touches my face.
My hair.

Urgent Requirement!

-Vitamins
-Recipe for beans

What are you cribbing about?
All some people have is three chords, and the truth.


[A taken from]

I make a nice waker upper

I either,
kick your foot,
flick you on the forehead
or run my fingers through your hair.
Depending.